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Hello, I am Francisco but you can call me Fran. I am 19 years(i-22-90) old and I live in Chicago Illinois. I am on this site for the simple reason of getting to know new people. I am in no way interested in "hooking" up, I am here strictly for friendship.

I am an art student, even though right now I can't afford to go to college. Everything I know when it comes to life is very little, I want to learn more. I want to know what other people's lives are like and I want to show people what my life is like.

I have dreams and aspirations just like everybody else. I want to be a famous artist one day, I want to be a public figure. I want to see the world!




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• NEW MUSIC I LOVE! (10/31/09) [View | Hide]

  MY GIRLFRIEND SHAKIRA WITH "DID IT AGAIN" MY BOYFRIENDS WESTLIFE WITH "WHAT ABOUT NOW" MASHLIN "SHORE" THE JAKES "COUGH SYRUP"

• Harvey Milk (10/25/09) [View | Hide]

  I just watched one of the most meaningfull movies ever, at least in my life. MILK. I recomend this movie to anyone & everyone who wants ALL American men & women to be equal regardless of sexual orientation or gender. After watching this film, u might want to do something to help out, u can do so. With something as little as making a blog entry and passing on the message because we cant afford to let ourselves be silenced. Everybody can make a difference, much like Harvey Milk.

• Before bed (9/28/09) [View | Hide]

  oh wow, its getting nice and cold around here. Right now im in bed, thinking about so many things I assure you that youll hear about it later TRUST ME! PS. I am more excited than ever for Shakira`s SHE WOLF cd. I will write a review for it when it comes out :B

• see you later! (9/24/09) [View | Hide]

  good luck to Tania :) She will be in Italy for a few months, and I am gonna miss her SOOOO MUCH! Have fun girl ;)

• SO FAR (9/21/09) [View | Hide]

  I didn't get the job I was hoping to get...DAMN IT! I'm waiting "patiently" for Shakira's cd to come out on October. I am going over my old portraits cause they were kind of fading. I am currently reading 4 books at the same time. VERY GOOD BOOK BTW. and that's about it for now :)

• (9/2/09) [View | Hide]

  the computer died :( so my updates everywhere will come by very slowly but surely :)

• Don't Keep Too Many Secrets (8/25/09) [View | Hide]

  I just want to say that when there are so many secrets, in any kind of relationship, be it a romantic one or a friendship ANY kind... it never ends well. Especially when the person you are keeping the secrets from has to find out through another person what has been happening. I hate that. In a friendship, if it's truly a friendship you should be able to say what you feel and do what you want. You don't have to keep shit from each other. I know that on my end of ALL my friendships I try my best to be open about anything. Nothing I say or do is really THAT much of a secret. There are things I rather not talk about, but those things are rare and very personal. I don't know where I was going with this but I think you might know what I'm talking about. thanks for reading.

• I Miss The Old Days (8/23/09) [View | Hide]

  Remember when everything was fun and games and how you thought life would be like that always? Me too. Today I hung out with my cousin who came over for a while. Even though we don't have much in common anymore I like how we can still get along like we use to when we were little. Oh man, he and his brother would come over almost everyday when we lived about 20 minutes away, and we would have the craziest adventures. We practically grew up together. I don't know why I have the need to talk about this but you're gonna have to suck it up I guess. Anyway, we would play with those BB King Pokemon toys that we're ever so popular at the time. I remember how we tried to "catch" random birds and squirrels, but of course we would always fail. Oh god, and don't get me started with my homemade yu-gi-oh cards I drew up myself because I didn't have money to buy the actual cards from the game. I would give anything to feel that way again, just the feeling of being happy with what I had. The feeling of having a group of people that you "belong" to. Sadly with time and knowledge you lose those things that made life seem simple and you're forced to see it in another shade and a different color. I like knowing what I know but at the same time I would trade it for those feeling left behind a long time ago.

• Quick Update Before Bed (8/22/09) [View | Hide]

  I decided that I'm gonna try and keep this blog organized. I say this cause I was looking around and I just thought my page looked too...messy. Also, I noticed everything in the past few weeks has been about Shakira...lol what can I say I just love her so much <3 I'll try to limit myself when it comes to her. HAHA ;) I know it's my blog and I can post whatever I please but you know, I like changing a few things that's all. :P ALSO, new look to my blog <3

• We're in over our heads (8/21/09) [View | Hide]

  OH MY GOD, it has been the longest 2 weeks of my life without my computer! Hopefully everything will be fine now and it won't die on me anymore. Today I got up extra early to take my little sister to her first full day of school, GOD DANG it was cold. I left with the shorts I usually sleep in and just a shirt. half way there I wanted to go back to change, but I didn't. I like how crossing guards feel they can tell me when it's safe to cross...um, I am 19 years old, I have no need for a crossing guard ESPECIALLY when there's no cars going by...stupid lady. After that I went to the store with my mom and decided to stop by K-Mart and see if they were hiring, they are...but they said I had to apply online, so annoying. While there I went to check out some music, you know just to see what's out there, and I discovered that they are selling cds from 6-7 years ago for like 17 dollars...WHAT!?!?! I thought that was crazy. I got home worked on a little drawing I started a few days ago and I also re-pimped one of my old paintings, it is sexy now. I love it. Hopefully I can see this goal through. I want to fill my sketchbook and use up all my empty canvases as soon as possible so I can find a way to sell tome stuff. We are in desperate need of money around here, we're in over our heads.

• I want to open an art gallery..... (8/14/09) [View | Hide]

  but i don't know ho to go about that, i need to make money and i want to make it doing something i like so why not open an art gallery...but like i said i don't know how to open one. so please if you know anything about it, please let me know.

• SHAKIR SHE WOLF VIDEO PREMIERE! (7/30/09) [View | Hide]

  Shakira - New Music - More Music Videos

• shakira MUSIC VIDEO PREMIERE!!!!! (7/25/09) [View | Hide]

  JULY 30 8PM ON U.S MTV AND MTV.COM

• shakira SHE WOLF PREVIEW CLIP & MAKING THE VIDEO CLIP (7/25/09) [View | Hide]

  SOOOOO FREAKING AMAZING!!!!!

• HOSPITAL DAYS (7/6/09) [View | Hide]

  For a couple of days I had some swelling around my abdomen but i didn't think much about it till last Friday when it got REALLY SWOLLEN and red. Immediately I felt pain and I got a fever like no other. We tried for one day to "cure" it but it only got worse as it started to bleed I went to an immediate care center a couple minutes from my house, I got a shot of antibiotics and a handful of prescriptions. I felt relief as soon as everything started kicking in. Then I went back two days after, as instructed, and I got a different doctor (since I don't have insurance I can't afford my own doctor)he just took a quick peek and freaked out and said that I had to be hospitalized. I told him to at least tell me something good, I mean, it didn't hurt anymore and the swelling was down by allot. all he said was "I DON'T CARE" and then he got someone random from the hallway, a nurse, and asked her if it looked like something that was getting better. She, not having seen it when it was at it's worse, said no. So now not only was I scared but ANGRY AS HELL! That motherfucker didn't care for what I had to say, and that pissed me off. My mother and I drove to the ER 30 minutes away from home, both of us scared because the piece of shit doctor didn't bother to explain shit to me, I was thinking the worst. We got the ER and right away they began by drawing blood, now I am a person that isn't afraid of needles or blood, but I'll let you in on a little secret....I FAINTED! I think it was the feeling of the blood leaving my body that made my body faint. After that, we I was taken to the main room where everything happens and we were put in the hallway because they didn't have enough rooms, which was fine with me. What made me angry there was the fucking piece of shit nurse that was suppose to "care" for me wasn't doing shit. And when she did come along she made the most disgusted faces like she didn't want to be near me at all. She was one of those pretty white nurses that probably just chose the profession cause she likes the title of being a nurse...stupid bitch. Thank God, that her shift ended a few hours after we got there and the nurse that replaced her was amazing. She was helpful and answered my questions with something other than a "I DON'T KNOW" before walking away. So after a few more hours, two doctors finally went in to look at me, by then I had a room in the ER. One of them sort of freaked and said I might need surgery, in fact he bet the other doctor that I would need it. He left, and the other doctor asked me questions,and I answered them. He asked me about the pain level, I told him that it didn't hurt at all, in fact if it wasn't for the hole (or swollen areas) the infection had caused I would be 100% fine. He said that was a good sign, it meant the infection didn't spread to the muscles yet, but I would need a cat-scan(?) just to make sure. and hour or so after that the cat-scan was taken and it turns out I wouldn't need surgery, but I did need them to squeeze some of the blood out of the infection "bump" (like a painful pimple, GROSS). Let me tell you that it was the worst feeling to date that I have ever experienced. Oh yes, by this time I was also on IV antibiotics, another first for me as well. Then when they left me and my mom alone I started to cry, not because of the pain, but because how could I have been so stupid and let something like this happen to me. Sometimes we have the tendency to think we are invincible, but we're not, that that was a rude awakening...you know? I was finally transferred from the ER to another room on a different floor. I was to share rooms with another male patient so my mother couldn't stay with me. Luckily there wasn't another patient in there yet so they allowed her to stay there for a while. Then as I was falling asleep they took her away. I was scared to be alone surrounded by strangers, and i was scared for my mom too because knowing her I knew she was nervous and scared, and I knew she would be sobbing all the way home (not good if you're driving). I couldn't sleep, my mind was in a negative place. I felt angry at myself, at the doctors and nurses that ignored me. I was angry with that stupid rule that no one could stay with me, especially a female since I was to share the room with another male. BUT I somehow managed to sleep only to be awakened sometime in the early morning. I was being moved to another room in the childcare section!!!! They said that no other male patient had arrived yet but two female patients needed the room. So there I was, in a new room...alone and wide awake. before this when my mom was there they said it was looking good for me already, but now that I was alone they said it wasn't looking any better. They also said my heart rate was too high. My temperature was high too, I had a low fever. I felt like shit. It wasn't the nurses' fault though. I felt lonely, I didn't feel like eating despite their constant nagging for me to have some breakfast. So I slept, trying to forget that I was alone in my sleep, it worked till I realized that eventually i would have to get up to go the bathroom. The morning had gone by it was now sometime around 2pm when my mom finally came back, I knew she would come this late because she is too old now to stay up as late as she did, well she isn't that old but still. I right away noticed that her presence alone made feel better. From then on I started feeling beyond better, and the doctors were pleased with my progress, and the next day around 6 pm I was released. Still in a bit of pain but it was manageable. NOW, I am here letting you guys know what happened and bless you if you actually got through the entire thing. I'm better now...THANK GOD!

• a SUMMER HIT FOR SURE!!!! (7/4/09) [View | Hide]

  SHAKIRA "SHE WOLF" SHAKIRA "LOBA" CLICK HERE TO LISTEN TO THE SPANISH VERSION! I personally love this song, why wouldn't I? lol. I love her to death.

• FIRST REVIEW ON SHAKIRA SHE WOLF SINGLE! (6/16/09) [View | Hide]

  The new Shakira single: it's literally very good Story filed Tuesday, 16 June 2009 A lady from Shakira 's record label came to play us the big comeback single 'She Wolf' earlier this morning, then she left the building with the CD. Fortunately we had secretly wired up our office with hundreds of high quality microphones, allowing us to bootleg the song - an MP3 of which we will put online later. In the meantime, make do with the news that... » It doesn't sound like anything Shakira has done before - it's a bit dancey and a bit electronic with a quite organic disco feel - but even as an instrumental there would still be a feeling that this is very much a Shakira-sounding track. We know a lot of people (including Shakira) are very protective of Shakira's sonic identity and we think they'll be satisfied that she's gone in a slightly new direction wiht this while keeping herself right in the centre of the mix. From this jumping off point the rest of the album could go in any direction - it's quite exciting. » To underscore the 'a bit dancey' claim above: everyone report to the dancefloor, it's 125 beats per minute. » The chorus goes "there's a she wolf in the closet, open up and set it free (howling noise), there's a she wolf in the closet, let it out so it can breathe". To be absolutely clear on this, Shakira does indeed make a wolf noise. (Amazing.) » As opening lines about werewolfism go, "a domesticated girl, that's all you ask of me - darling it is no joke, this is lycanthropy" is up there with the best. Definitely in the Top 20. » The bridge has a slight feel of a song we won't name because if we do it might be interpreted as some sort of statement that 'She Wolf' sounds like the song in question, which it doesn't. But it does sound a bit like the song we are thinking of. It also has a great lyric: "I've been devoting myself to you Monday to Monday and Friday to Friday, not getting enough retribution reducing incentive to keep me at it." » Best line: "LIKE A COFFEE MACHINE IN AN OFFICE". » There's a sort of harmonised vocodered filtery "there's a she wolf in disguise, coming out, coming out, coming out" bit at the beginning; there are some brilliant Boney M 'Rasputin'-style strings near the end. » Structurally the song's intro / vocoderybit / verse / bridge / chorus / postchorus / verse / bridge / chorus / vocoderybit / Boney M-style strings bit / tiny bit of chorus / sudden end. » ONLY MAJOR FLAW: There isn't a bit where she goes 'Beyonce Beyonce' and then Beyonce comes and goes 'Shakira Shakira'. Gratuitous retreading of former glories fail. » In summary: it's a new sound for Shakira but only Shakira could make a song like this and get away with it. Singers and songs often revolve in different spheres - sometimes seemingly reliant on whose A&R team is quickest to answer Ryan Tedder's emails - but 'She Wolf' represents a brilliantly tight bond between art and artist. It's fun and deranged, too, like pop music at its best sometimes needs to be. In other news: » Shakira has, apparently, gone 'platinum blonde' for this release. We were joking about the bootlegging-it-and-putting-it-online business by the way. That would be ridiculous - and illegal.

• Shakira the SHE WOLF (6/8/09) [View | Hide]

  Rumor around the web is that Shakira's brand new single will be called SHE-WOLF. A weird title that is sure to spark the interests of many listeners. I CANT WAIT TO HEAR HER NEW SONG!

• midnight update from me..... (6/6/09) [View | Hide]

  I've been tired....really tired and I think I know why. I just need confirmation. I'm not scared though just... sad I guess I'm not sure what I feel. I feel really useless, i know I'm not cause I believe we all have a purpose...but I pray to God that soon I find my purpose. anyway, I hope that when you're reading this you're in good health and a good state of mind. BEST WISHES from a stranger.

• ADAM LAMBERT LOST. (5/20/09) [View | Hide]

  First TOP MODEL(Allison did not win) and now AMERICAN IDOL(Adam did not win)???!!! Adam Lambert was robbed, I cannot believe he lost!!!! That shit is fucked up, Kris has no talent compared to Adam.

• Allison Harvard (5/13/09) [View | Hide]

  DAMN IT. Allison didn't win top model. :( I really liked her and I knew she would get this far (2nd place) and I liked the other two girls, so either way I was ok with the decision but I'm glad to see her all the way on top when A LOT of people were making fun of her because of her unique look. ANYWAY Allison is my top model so whatever :P

• my time on YOUTUBE (5/7/09) [View | Hide]

  Okay I wanted to write about this so I'm sorry if this doesn't interest you in the least. I remember when I first got internet 3 years ago, I was in awe with the people on youtube brave enough to make videos for anyone to see. I NEVER EVER thought that I would be giving it a shot myself. I remember how scared I was uploading my first video, and how excited I was at the same time. Now almost a year after, I am completely fine with it. I have had negative reactions to my videos but for the most part it's my close friends that watch my videos, and that's is just perfect for me. I never set out for this thinking that I could ever become "internet famous". That hasn't happened and I don't think it ever will, it's just the satisfaction of being on the web in video form that keeps me going. the thought that maybe one day after i am long gone these videos might still be up and a piece of me will remain forver in this world.....LOL I know that's too deep, but yeah. making video has somehow helped me overcome a certain fear of publice speaking.... yeah that's about it, thats all i had to say :) OH, i made a twitter and finally started using it http://www.twitter.com/franondemand

• a black guy called me a gay faggot (5/2/09) [View | Hide]

  so i called him a black nigger so listen up bitch, i am the kind that likes to get dirty with the people spreading the dirt I have no problems calling someone a cracker, nigger, kyke, beaner or any other racist remark mess with me and nothing is off limits.

• nice car ACCIDENT (4/21/09) [View | Hide]

  my mother got hit by a fucking door.

• this is some good shit (4/16/09) [View | Hide]

  SouthernGent55 (1 week ago) Show Hide -1 Marked as spam Reply | Spam Gender has nothing to do with sexual orientation? More of gay nonsensical rhetoric! I have become more amazed by how the gay community try to justify their perverted and unnatural lifestyle. Gender has everything to do with sexual orientation, and that is why a man has a penis and a woman has a vagina....and the two go together in sexual intimacy and sexual oneness, which gay people cannot and do not experience! FranOnDemand (8 hours ago) Show Hide 0 Marked as spam Reply | Remove I don't know about other gay men out there, but when I FUCK with my boyfriend, we are "together in sexual intimacy and sexual oneness" so please don't tell me that when I have sex, I am not one with my partner simply cause he doesn't have a vagina....buddy, it's called anal sex. Look it up. SouthernGent55 (8 hours ago) Show Hide 0 Marked as spam Reply | Spam Fran: You are delusional! You can NEVER experience "sexual intimacy and oneness" in the process of being Sodomized! For a man to put his penis into your nasty, bacteria and feces filled behind says a lot about his mental illness and sickness! Statistically speaking, you will not live very long due to your being Sodomized. It is perverted, nasty, unnatural, abnormal, shameful, degrading, and God will most certainly judge you and your "boyfriend". FranOnDemand (8 hours ago) Show Hide 0 Marked as spam Reply | Remove It depends on how you look at things. Old men such as yourself probably spend hours upon hours watching BARELY LEGAL porn, now you might say it's normal to do such things, but in my eyes. THAT is an abomination, it's certainly perverted, definitely shameful and degrading, and GOD will judge you and your computer porn. BUT let's go back to "your nasty, bacteria and feces filled behind" SIR, it's called an enema, look that up. Have a nice day. SouthernGent55 (7 hours ago) Show Hide 0 Marked as spam Reply | Spam Fran: No, its not how you look at it, it is what all of the medical experts have documented and what people with common sense already knows! Why did you choose to become a Sodomite? I'd be interested in hearing your story. Sincerely, SG FranOnDemand (6 hours ago) Show Hide 0 Marked as spam Reply | Remove "the medical experts" also say a condom goes a long way. you DO know what a condom is, or is that too new age for you? as for your question, well, remember when you were in your mother's womb and you decided to be male? WELL, I sat there in my mother's womb coming up with a plan on how to piss off the world, and it just came to me like a fat cock up the ass. WHY NOT BE GAY?! It seemed like a good idea, it worked then and it certainly works now. Any more questions? SouthernGent55 (5 hours ago) Show Hide 0 Marked as spam Reply | Spam Yes the medical experts. But more importantly, common sense tells us that we are "Male & Female" on purpose, not accidental. God clearly had a purpose in mind in making you a man when He gave you the "male equipment" and women the "Female equipment". The anus (male or female) is clearly not designed to be penetrated as it is an "exit" womb only. It houses nasty bacteria and feces, and is desgined to eliminate toxic human waste! How could any person put their penis in somebody's anus? Yuckie! FranOnDemand (4 hours ago) Show Hide 0 Marked as spam Reply | Remove if god made me male for a reason, then he also made me gay for a reason. anal sex can be the safest form of sex, IF you take the proper precautions. same as str8 sex. Penis in vagina, can be just as "yukie" and depending on the woman you're having sex with, there can be the same amount of nasty bacteria in there. and as to how a man can stick his penis into an anus, well, first you get some lube on your penis. bend your bf over, and stick your penis in...that simple. orion7763 (2 hours ago) Show Hide 0 Marked as spam Reply | Spam People living the gay life style are far more prone to disease and infections that their heterosexual counter parts. Take this one statistic alone (of many): a homosexual male between 20 and 30 will be 430 times more likely to contract AIDS than their heterosexual counterparts. Also, on a purely secular level, men and women are biologically created to be together. That's as natural as saying that the sky is blue or that the ocean is big. It makes no sense to legislate against things like that. FranOnDemand (1 hour ago) Show Hide 0 Marked as spam Reply | Remove oh most definitely agree with the statistics, that's why one needs to be careful, no doubt about that! "Gay men and heterosexual women had halves of a similar size, while the right side was bigger in lesbian women and heterosexual men. A UK scientist said this was evidence sexual orientation was set in the womb. " ^ that sounds kind of "natural" too, if i do say so myself. orion7763 (21 minutes ago) Show Hide 0 Marked as spam Reply | Spam I haven't heard that one before. I'm not sure what causes homosexuality, but from what I've seen and read, I think that it is something set in the womb (rather than learned). From a non-scientific point of view, why would a person willingly choose to be part of a group of people considered a "minority" and that has fewer rights than the rest of society? I see no reason. orion7763 (20 minutes ago) Show Hide 0 Marked as spam Reply | Spam Personally though, I see the actual causes of homosexuality irrelevant. It's all about what the person actually does, and whether or not society will endorse it. A person may be drawn to prostitution, but they could resist that. The problem occurs when they give in to wanting to partake in prostitution, and even more so if society and the government approves of it. I'm not saying gays can't live how they want to (I mean, they do now)- I'm just saying I don't want all of society endorsing it. FranOnDemand (4 seconds ago) Show Hide 0 Marked as spam Reply | Remove endorsing it?! Giving us equal rights, all of a sudden is endorsing our lifestyle???? Well, if the country doesn't "endorse" our lifestyle, why must we pay taxes like everyone else? Why are we included when *GOD FORBID* a draft is needed to help out in the war? Then gays should be exempt form all that. BUT we're not are we? Then what's wrong with giving us equal rights in a country that makes such a fuss about equality?

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Comment left on: 7/31/09 10:42 PM lol wat can i say im fly like that

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Comment left on: 7/5/09 6:36 AM "Sigilosa al pasar, sigilosa al pasar! Mirala... caminar, caminar" LOVE Shakira's "La Loba/She-Wolf"!

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Comment left on: 7/4/09 12:28 PM i loveee the loba! keep me posted!

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Comment left on: 5/17/09 8:30 PM Well hello there, BLUE_GOD! My aim is in my profile!

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Comment left on: 5/14/09 2:54 AM Hey, thanks for adding. Really appreciate it, thanks again!!!!!

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