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Zach19

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***Looking for friends, have a bf***

Greetings to all the loners, the pretty boys, the computer geeks, the cute dorks, the muscular jocks, the club kids, the party boys, the open minded stunners, and the boys next door.

What can I say about myself except that I'm just a regular college guy trying to do some good in this world. I was born and raised in Milan, Italy till I was 12 before moving to the states and took up the name Zach. Growing up as an only child to a single mom has been the most rewarding and life changing experience of my life. I have been very lucky and very blessed to have a family that loves me unconditionally. My mom is my hero and she is my everything. Without her, I would not be the person that I am today.

I am currently in college for prelaw and will be taking two years off after undergrad to join the Peace Corps. I love sports, you can say that it is a big part of my life. It is the outlet for my frustration and the place where I'm most comfortable. I love music, it is the element that gives me energy. If you see me, more than likely I'm on my Zen. I love to read, books are my life (LOL, such a dork). I love everything by William Faulkner and Edmund White. I truly beleive that you can never read enough books in your life.

I'm not looking for anything serious, just friends on here; however, if the right guy comes along, I'm not objecting to making him my boyfriend. I have very high expectations when it comes to my boyfriend. I beleive in romance, old Hollywood movies romance. I beleive in long kisses and taking spontaneous trips around the globe. I have been very fortunate and blessed to have visited every country in Europe.



Favorite Quotes:

"I want you to show them the difference between what they think you are and what you can be." Ernest J. Gaines

"Above all, do not lie to yourself. A man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point where he does not discern any truth either in himself or anywhere around him, and thus falls into disrespect towards himself and others." Fyodor Dostoevsky

"Do any human beings ever realize life while they live it? -every, every minute?" Thornton Wilder


One Art
By Elizabeth Bishop

The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.

Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.

--Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.

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• On Repeat For The Day (11/1/09) [View | Hide]

  "Have You Ever?" [Chorus] Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, have you ever Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away You'd give anything to make them feel the same Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start [Chorus] Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all of your life You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to Only to find that one won't give their heart to you Have you ever closed your eyes and Dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care [Chorus] What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby What do I gotta say to get to your heart To make you understand how I need you next to me Gotta get you in my world 'Cuz baby I can't sleep [Chorus]

• A Lost Love Letter #4 (11/1/09) [View | Hide]

  "...The house seems COLD and MASSIVE without you by my side. It's funny how we took each other for granted when we were together. You were the ONE but now all I have left is BITTER-SWEET MEMORIES of a time used to be... To Be Continued..."

• My Almost Lover (10/29/09) [View | Hide]

  My Almost Lover, He called and my heart stopped. His voice filled me with excitement and nervousness. I turned on the charm, all the while knowing well enough that he's not mine... He talked... I listened... DAYDREAMING.... Putting myself in his arms... I laughed, putting on a brave front all the while yearning for him to touch me. And right now looking at pictures of him, I smiled and cried at the same time... He's perfect He BELONGS to someone else He's perfect My DREAM He's perfect HE'S MY ALMOST LOVER...

• A Lost Love Letter #3 (10/28/09) [View | Hide]

  "...Is it possible to find my way again? Why am I feeling like this? I miss Him, the way we are when we WERE together. I FOUND myself in him...Is this what it's like to stop loving? LOVE, I love the word and HATE it at the same time. I wanted to call him up and just TALK. Are we ever going to be the SAME? Can everything go back to the way they were? Deep down I know that it's not possible... To Be Continued"

• A Lost Love Letter #2 (10/26/09) [View | Hide]

  "...Is it possible to love and LOST at the same time? I'm lost without him. His shirts still SMELL the same and his eyes...Those EYES that seemed to go through me. The only one that can understand me by just one GLANCE... To Be Continued"

• A Lost Love Letter #1 (10/25/09) [View | Hide]

  "Is it normal to feel like this? To feel lost and love at the same time? Is it ok to be obsessed? I found him or the ILLUSION of him? LOVE, four simple letters that I will never know. Should I tell him that I missed him and that HE was the one? Or should I go on smiling because he DESERVES more than me? Where did this come from? How did I become the person I HATED the most? Is it LOVE or FEAR? Is this what growing is like...to be CONFUSED, SCARED, and LOVE at the same time? His IMAGES are still fresh and I can still smell his cologne. The way his arms wrapped around my body and the gentle touch of his WORDS. Was it love or my YEARNING to experience love?... To Be Continued......"

• A New Chapter (10/25/09) [View | Hide]

  It's funny how the past resurface on oneself just as he/she about to embark on a new adventure.

• You (10/22/09) [View | Hide]

  There's no way you can leave now in the night And I don't want to believe now that you might go... No...

• Definitive Moment (10/18/09) [View | Hide]

  "And yet - when one begins to search for the crucial, the definitive moment, the moment which changed all others, one finds one-self pressing, in great pain, through a maze of false signals and abruptly locking doors..."

• Final Destination (10/16/09) [View | Hide]

  Wondering and questioning if the final destination is worth the obstacles one have to endure. Or the damage is so much greater that one needs to evaluate his decision again.

• Hoping and praying for a chance, a chance to love you, a chance to call you mine (10/9/09) [View | Hide]
• You don't have to stay forever, I'll take passion over pride (10/3/09) [View | Hide]
• No Other Love, No Other Can Take Me There (9/20/09) [View | Hide]
• On this 18th floor balcony. We both flying away... (9/4/09) [View | Hide]
• Counting down the days... (8/27/09) [View | Hide]
• It Was So Easy... (8/9/09) [View | Hide]
• Blue October (8/4/09) [View | Hide]

  18th Floor Balcony by Blue October is on repeat

• The Taking (8/1/09) [View | Hide]

  To You, "And I raised my hand as if to show you that I was yours That I was so yours for the taking I'm so yours for the taking"

• Espresso (7/30/09) [View | Hide]
• Fallin' For You :) (7/29/09) [View | Hide]
• Closer To Love (7/28/09) [View | Hide]

  Closer To Love :)

• Fallin' For You (7/26/09) [View | Hide]

  Fallin' For You by Colbie Caillat is on repeat :)

• A New Chapter (7/25/09) [View | Hide]
• Gretel Ehrlich (7/24/09) [View | Hide]

  Currently reading The Solace of Open Spaces by Gretel Ehrlich

• Mat Kearney (7/23/09) [View | Hide]

  Straight Away by Mat Kearney is on repeat.

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CoDaLaSw

Comment left on: 11/19/09 9:24 AM BABY BABY BABY!! HI

Crashed87

Comment left on: 11/17/09 11:07 PM pretty good. been working a lot more lately and getting ready for the holidays. how are things for you?

Commonpeople

Comment left on: 11/17/09 1:40 PM Hey :) I've been great mate, thanks for asking. I've been working as a tour guide and going to diferent cities in the past month it has been really great, i kind of really like this job :P How have you been? Hope you're ok though. Take care mate and have a great week :) -Enry-

hmatt123

Comment left on: 11/16/09 7:53 PM hey wats up? P.S. you and ur boyfriend are cute :)

leesanfran

Comment left on: 11/15/09 12:53 PM Thanks for the add!!!

luvdontluvme

Comment left on: 11/15/09 12:27 AM Just stopping by and saying hey!! You and your boyfriend are adorable...I admire you guys!!

CoDaLaSw

Comment left on: 11/13/09 2:50 PM I take after my Boyfriend!!! ooo thats you!

MBsaxman

Comment left on: 11/13/09 11:02 AM pretty good, you?

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Comment left on: 11/13/09 1:51 AM hey whats up?

Crashed87

Comment left on: 11/12/09 10:58 PM thanks for the add. i enjoy your blog and you've got excellent taste in music