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City: Waterloo
State/Province: IA
Country: US
Age:
19
Height:
6' 0"
Weight:
155 lbs.
Hair Color:
Dark Brown
Eye Color:
Hazel
Body Type:
Slim
Ethnicity:
Mixed
Occupation:
Thinker
myInterests
Interests/Hobbies
Art. Piercings. Recieving Mail. Computers.
Codes.
Music I Like:
Bon Iver.
Explosions In The Sky.
Tame Impala.
Designer Drugs.
Caribou.
Frou Frou.
Sigur Ros.
Grizzly Bear.
Keren Ann.
The Script.
Friendly Fires.
Damien Rice.
Pheniox.
Radiohead.
The Fray.
Designer Drugs.
Hot Chip.
Breathe Carolina.
Cut Copy.
Guster.
Muse.
Hollywood Undead.
Chris Garneau.
Busdriver.
Justice.
Films I Like:
Latter Days.
Devils Backbone.
Pans Labyrinth.
The Rocky Horror Picture Show.
Burnt Money.
Hellboy.
Stangers.
Sweeney Tood.
The Happening.
Interview with a Vampire.
Literature I Like:
Cirque Du Freak
The Demonata
TV Shows I Like:
Green Porno.
Dead Like Me.
Noah's Ark.
Short Films
Current Tv.
Adult Swim.
Queer As Folk.
Cartoon Network.
Logo.
National Geographic.
Discovery.
myAffiliations
Companies
Mohair Pear.
Affiliations
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Notepad
- I wish I still would think like I did a year ago. (7/9/10) [View | Hide]
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I wish I still would think like I did a year ago.
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- what do you look for in a partner both physically and trait-wise? (3/12/10) [View | Hide]
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Physically- I would just simply just like someone who is comfortable under his own skin.
Trait- I like a guy that is a sweetheart. I want a guy that I can take care of and wants to do the same in return. I would like an all American boy at heart.
If that doesn’t answer your question, just ask another
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- If you had to perform at the circus, what trick would you do? (3/9/10) [View | Hide]
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I would do something to do with animals.
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- Do you think you will ever be able to sit back and truthfully say to yourself that you are happy? (3/9/10) [View | Hide]
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one day yes, but not as of now.
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- As the incense burns,
The smoke clouds my view. It keeps my... (3/2/10) [View | Hide]
As the incense burns,
The smoke clouds my view. It keeps my thoughts right in front of me. So nothing can be over looked. It slows down the time, I pick myself out of the picture and view it like a painting in the gallery of art. With each thought, emotion, is a paint stroke. This artwork is what I call my life. Sometimes it is abstact, some are master pieces.
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- So Im tipsy!! Oh my!! I know right. But theres a cute boy on the... (2/24/10) [View | Hide]
So Im tipsy!! Oh my!! I know right. But theres a cute boy on the other side. Hes a sweetheart, but I hope this doesnt scare him away. Ahhhhh I like this feeling. I dont know why I dont do this more often!! HAHAHA! Just joking! OH!! and I got a new phone!! YAY!
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- a creeptastic 19th birthday! (2/19/10) [View | Hide]
a creeptastic 19th birthday!
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- 2.2.10 (2/2/10) [View | Hide]
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I have this uncontrollable feeling. This feeling isn’t the greatest all the time. Its a recurrence day by day. I have tried many things to get it away but, at last it comes back. Espisally when I see someone, even if we don’t have any physical contact, or even communicate with each other. The situation plays off in my head, like a black and white movie from the early 40s. No sound just images, and could of been and or be. This feeling is hopeless, endless and corrupting. In the past couple of weeks, many things have changed in me, or I have changed differently. Points like this is where, I wish there was a story line that I could follow, or lead myself towards. I do enjoy this quote ” You are the screenwriter, You write what happens.” It easies things a bit but, at the same time it doesn’t. Good night loves.
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- Well in the past... (1/17/10) [View | Hide]
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It feels like I’m falling back in old habits. Which doesn’t mean they are bad but they are not total good either. I have just expierence the biggest heart break that I have ever indeared. Words could not describe the emotions I feel. And now I have this doubt feeling that this other thing isnt working. And I know when doubt comes into the picture, it could be one its not going to be good or two its nothing… I wish I had my old friends. Sometimes I wish I had a friend that does not have too much to do, someone just to check in on me. I am lost.
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- FUCK YOU PANIC ATTACKS. I am tired for feeling for you, I am... (1/16/10) [View | Hide]
FUCK YOU PANIC ATTACKS. I am tired for feeling for you, I am tired of being hurt by you. But I STILL FUCKING LOVE YOU. I will always wait for you. I wish I didnt have worry, question anything about you. And the thoughts of you make me soo happy, but in the sense of fear I will have an……..attack
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- Between a Man and a Woman
(1/9/10) [View | Hide]
Between a Man and a Woman
Women: What are you doing?! I told you DON'T EAT THE CHEESECAKE.
Man: Dohn ea da teesetake?!
Man: I thought you said Don't let the peas shake!
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Man: Keeping an eye on those peas was making me hungry.
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- healyscopter:
Oh America, isn’t it funny when we put things in... (1/9/10) [View | Hide]
healyscopter:
Oh America, isn’t it funny when we put things in perspective.
how naive of us.
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- i just feel god awful. a big heart break, on i do not know. (1/9/10) [View | Hide]
i just feel god awful. a big heart break, on i do not know.
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- Woods: Bon Iver
How snow can calm everything down in my life.... (1/7/10) [View | Hide]
Woods: Bon Iver
How snow can calm everything down in my life. The falling flakes make such grace, and peace. While it snows the feeling of being alone dissipates.
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- I’m still in with him. but the image of him is fading into a blank (1/5/10) [View | Hide]
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I’m still in with him. but the image of him is fading into a blank
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- A new me. (12/27/09) [View | Hide]
- Merry Christmas to All and have a good night (12/25/09) [View | Hide]
Merry Christmas to All and have a good night
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- Robin Williams=Great Night
and ahh I love wood plugs!! (12/18/09) [View | Hide]
Robin Williams=Great Night
and ahh I love wood plugs!!
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- Here goes another waste less night.
I wish this hot chocolate could mend a fractured heart. I cant... (12/17/09) [View | Hide]
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Here goes another waste less night.
I wish this hot chocolate could mend a fractured heart. I cant sleep again, if I could take back this whole year, I probably would. I’m not going to lie, I don’t regret anything. It’s just this year went from good to bad soo quickly.
It’s almost a new year. I guess I’m figuring out, that I’m not going to wait up for this thing. I thought I could capture it again, it seems differently. I’m just not even try to fight for it. And usually I would put up a fight but, I pick and choose my battles. This battle is different, if I try I know nothing will become normal. And if I sit in wait, nothing will happen.
I think I have gone through enough grief this past year, that I should get a cookie for the new year. Just a basic cookie, nothing fancy. I don’t need frosting on it because if there is I will make a mess of it all. And if the cookie is too hard, I’m not going to enjoy the taste of it as much as I would. But if the cookie is too soft and not done, than I knew I should of waited a little longer.
Well. Good Night.
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- Well I have been very upset these recent days. My mood from... (12/14/09) [View | Hide]
Well I have been very upset these recent days. My mood from being calm changes to this out raged, mislead anger. I have no clue, why this is becoming of me. I have been trying to calm myself down but, it seems not to happen. My music taste even has changed a little, I have started to like Hard Rap, and anything with a strong beat. But in all means, I will not harm myself or anyone in my way. I just feel like if I could, just punch something really hard it will make everything better. This anger I have is just getting fed with any emotion. All I know that with all this darkness, I still have a flicker of light that will prevail and make things inside me better. I don’t know when but I just hope it is soon!
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myFriends'Comments (308)
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dirtyseafoam
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Comment left on: 7/8/10 11:23 PM
gooooooooood. how are you doing? xo
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choppinhard
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Comment left on: 6/25/10 7:18 PM
ugh, of course
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jah127
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Comment left on: 6/4/10 9:21 PM
HEY THERE HOW ARE YOU DOING?
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yeux-brillan
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Comment left on: 5/27/10 11:35 PM
I'm eating up that music list. Sigur Ros... have you heard
Jónsi's new solo album?
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CoryPierce
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Comment left on: 5/22/10 9:43 PM
i'm good :] yourself? i just got done playing about 4hours of The Sims.
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CoryPierce
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Comment left on: 5/21/10 8:26 PM
hey :]
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Dekkerd509
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Comment left on: 2/28/10 5:47 PM
hey man :)
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lpetitprince
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Comment left on: 2/24/10 5:17 PM
I went to bed at midnight, like I said I would. My test was horrible,
but thanks anyway. It's been another fantastic day, so I'm skipping
class tonight. I can't take anymore surprises.
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lpetitprince
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Comment left on: 2/24/10 2:36 AM
It's too early to bed up :\ Skipping yoga this morning...too much left
to study! Bwah.
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