~Watching and Playing Sports
~Working out
~Playing with my Dog Marley
~Hanging out with friends going to parties and the bar (more of the house party type)
~Pursuing Happyness
~Music is my Anti-Drug
~Tattoos
~Video Games
~Laying in the Grass and Looking up at
the Stars
~Poetry
~Love Movies!!!!!
~Cuddling
~Eating Skittles
~Eating Ice Cream
~Singing in the Shower
~Making People Laugh
Music I Like:
~Aaliyah
~Aerosmith
~Alicia Keys
~Al Green
~Aretha Franklin
~Ben E King
~Beastie Boys
~Beyonce
~Bob Marley
~Boyz 2 Men
~Brandy
~Brian Mcknight
~Bubba Sparxxx
~Busta Rhymes
~Buffalo Springfield
~Celine Dion
~Chris Brown
~Christina Aguilera
~Ciara
~Coldplay
~Commom
~Corinne Bailey Rae
~Craig David
~D'Angelo
~David Archuleta
~DHL
~DMX
~Duffy
~E-40
~Erykah Badu
~Estelle
~Eurythmics
~Evanescence
~Fantasia
~Finger Eleven
~Flyleaf
~The Fray
~The Faders
~Fort Minor
~Fergie
~Frou Frou
~The Game
~Gavin Degraw
~Ginuwine
~Gnarls Barkley
~Grand Master Flash
~Green Day
~Ice Cube
~India.Arie
~Janelle Monae
~Jamie Lidell
~Jill Scott
~John Mayer
~Joss Stone
~J Holiday
~Jack Johnson
~Jadakiss
~Jagged Edge
~Jamie Foxx
~Janet Jackson
~Jay-Z
~Jazmine Sullivan
~Jennifer Hudson
~Joe
~John legend
~Justin Nozuka
~Justin Timberlake
~Kanye West
~Katharine McPhee
~Kenna
~Keri Hilson
~Kevin Rudolf
~Keyshia Cole
To Be Cont...
Films I Like:
~Rudy
~The Goofy Movie
~Jerry McGuire
~Crash
~Pursuit of Happyness
~Star Wars Series
~Lord of the Rings Series
~Bourne Series
~Running Scared
~Sanlot
~Major Payne
~Friday
~Coming to America
~Step Brothers
~I Am Legend
~Dark Night
~Inside Man
~Saw series
~And so Much more
Literature I Like:
MUSIC:
~Kid Cudi
~Lauryn Hill
~Lenny Kravitz
~Leona Lewis
~Lil Wayne
~Linkin Park
~Little Jackie
~LL Cool J
~Lloyd
~Ludacris
~Lupe Fiasco
~Lykke Li
~M.I.A.
~Maroon 5
~Marques Houston
~Mary J Blige
~Mattifix
~Metro Station
~Micheal Jackson
~Missy Elliot
~Mos Def
~Musiq Soulchild
~N.E.R.D.
~Nas
~Natasha Bedingfield
~Ne-yo
~Nelly Furtado
~Nine Inch Nails
~One Republic
~Outkast
~Portishead
~Pink
~R.Kelly
~Rihanna
~Robin Thicke
~Robyn
~Sade
~Saul Williams
~Switchfoot
~Stevie Wonder
~T-Pain
~T.I.
~Taio Cruz
~Talib Kweli
~Tevin Campbell
~Three Days Grace
~Timbaland
~Trey Songz
~Usher
~Whitney Houston
~Young Jeezy
LITERTURE:
~Iliad
~Tipping Point
~Tao Te Ching
~Almost Perfect Game
TV Shows I Like:
-Law and Order
-CSI
-Without a Trace
-Boondocks
-Family guy
-Fresh Prince
-The Office
-The Colbert Report
-ESPN
-House
FIRST OFF:
-NO I DONT HAVE PRIVATE PICS
-NO I WILL NOT TRADE NUDE PICS with guys I DONT KNOW
-I DONT DO PHONE SEX
-YES I HAVE A CAM, BUT NO I AM NOT TAKE OFF MY CLOTHES
NOW THATS OUT THE WAY I HOPE YOU ENJOY MY PROFILE :)
Aim: jaxdagreat
Yahoo: jaxdagreat8
Skype: mrjaxjones
facebook: Alex Jax JonesCreate Your Badge myspace: www.myspace.com/jaxdagr8
Cell Number: LOL yeah right ;)
Some Things About me
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-I smile all the time, even in my sleep =D.
-I sing all the time, if i know the song 99.9% of the time you will hear me singing it
-i like to lay in the grass and watch the stars until i fall sleep
-i pick my nose when i have a booger
-i can eat a big bag of skittles in less then a half hr
-i dont drink pop...unless it has alcohol in it
-i like to wrestle ;)
-im the guy that farted in the elevator lol
-i sometimes walk up to random people and shake their hand
-When i walk by and i see a lady hold her purse tighter, i scare her just because of how ignorant she is
-i jump in puddles every time i see one...unless i have my good shoes on lol
-i like to sit on the porch and watch the thunderstorms
-i greet people with a hug
-when i am wasted the only thing that keeps me functional is music...once the music stops i pass out
-i have a had time turning down a challenge
-I hate wearing clothes...but im not showing you any pictures
The Type of guys i like
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At this point in my life i am just really looking for friends first before anything else. I feel that if you cant be a good friend then you cant be anything else to me.
Well this survey kinds of sums it up:
Your dating personality profile:
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate. Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love. Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Your date match profile:
Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape. Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life. Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Your Top Ten Traits
1. Liberal 2. Big-Hearted 3. Athletic 4. Adventurous 5. Practical 6. Romantic 7. Shy 8. Sensual 9. Wealthy/Ambitious 10. Traditional
***Age is unimportant (unless you are WAY older then me, and you know who you are). Race is unimportant.
"I'm not requesting anyone that's perfect but I just looking for a man that'll make it all worth it..." -Drake
Top 10 most Overrated Athletes
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1.) Sidney Crosby (he is hot though lol)
2.) Tony Romo
3.) Ricky Rubio
4.) David Beckham
5.) Matt Liehart
6.) Matt Cassel
7.) Andy Roddick
8.) Alex Rodriguez
9.) Gilbert Arenas
10.)Reggie Bush
Top 10 Favorite Things to Eat
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1.) Ice Cream
2.) Skittles
3.) Shrimp
4.) Pizza
5.) Salmon
6.) Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwiches
7.) Mac N' Cheese
8.) Greens
9.) Twizzlers
10.)BACON!!!!!!!
Song of the Week 11/16/09 (11/18/09) [View | Hide]
This Whole life Route is getting old...
Nine Inch Nails - "Every Day Is Exactly The Same"
I believe I can see the future Cause I repeat the same routine I think I used to have a purpose But then again That might have been a dream I think I used to have a voice Now I never make a sound I just do what I've been told I really don't want them to come around
Oh, no
[Chorus:] Every day is exactly the same Every day is exactly the same There is no love here and there is no pain Every day is exactly the same
I can feel their eyes are watching In case I lose myself again Sometimes I think I'm happy here Sometimes, yet I still pretend I can't remember how this got started But I can tell you exactly how it will end
[Chorus]
I'm writing on a little piece of paper I'm hoping someday you might find Well I'll hide it behind something They won't look behind I'm still inside here A little bit comes bleeding through I wish this could have been any other way But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do
don't know if I want you to understand me don't know if I want you to understand me don't know if I want you to understand me or go don't know if I want you to see through me I confess this heavy heart has me on my knees dont know if I want you to see through me, or go or go or go or go
cause it feels like static when you're here static when you're gone static everywhere static everytime
love come and bless me show me how it feels been here time before and it wasnt real don't know if I want you to understand me or go can't blame you dove when the blame is mine to love and let go was never the design don't know if I want you to see through me or go
cause it feels like static when you're here static when you're gone static everywhere static everytime everytime
even as my demons leave unsure if I want you to see through me don't know if I want you to understand me or go let go go go...
Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again
[Bridge:] I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused
[Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight
Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again
[Bridge:] I dont want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused
[Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight
[Bridge:] I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends
[Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I’m breaking the habit Tonight
Song of the Week 10/26/09 (10/27/09) [View | Hide]
Jonas Brothers - "Paranoid"
I make the most of all this stress I try to live without regrets But I'm about to break a sweat I'm freakin' out
It's like a poison in my brain It's like a fog that blurs the sane It's like a vine you can't untangle I'm freakin' out
Every time I turn around Something don't feel right
Just might be paranoid I'm avoiding the lines Cause they just might split Can someone stop the noise? I don't know what it is But I just don't fit I'm paranoid Yeah!
I take the necessary steps To get some air in to my chest I'm taking all the doctor's meds I'm still freakin' out
That's why my ex is still my ex I never trust a word she says I'm running all the background checks And she's freakin' out
Every time I turn around Something's just not right
Just might be paranoid I'm avoiding the lines Cause they just might split Can someone stop the noise? I don't know what it is But I just don't fit Consider me destroyed (Consider me destroyed) I don't know how to act Cause I lost my head I must be paranoid (Must be paranoid) And I never thought it would come this I'm paranoid
Stuck in a room of staring faces Caught in a nightmare, can't wake up If you hear my cry, running through the streets I'm about to freak, come and rescue me
Just might be paranoid, yeah (Might be paranoid) I'm avoiding the lines Cause they just might split Can someone stop the noise? (Someone stop the noise) I don't know what it is But I just don't fit Consider me destroyed (Consider me destroyed) I don't know how to act Cause I lost my head I must be paranoid (Must be paranoid) I never thought it would come to this I'm paranoid
Song of the Week 10/20/09 (10/21/09) [View | Hide]
INDIA.ARIE - "This Too Shall Pass"
I achieved so much in life But I’m an amateur in love My bank account is doing just fine But my emotions are bankrupt
My body is nice and strong But my heart is in a million pieces When the sun is shining so am I But when the night falls so does my tears
Sometimes the beatings so loud in my heart That I can barely tell our voices apart Sometimes the fear is so loud in my head That I can barely hear what God says
Then I hear a whisper that this too shall pass I hear the angel’s whisper that this too shall pass My ancestors whisper that this day one day will be the past So I walk in faith that this too shall pass
The one that loved me the most Turned around and hurt me the worse I’m doing my best to move on But the pain just keeps singing me songs
My head and my heart are at war Cause love ain't happening the way I wanted Feel like I’m about to break down Can’t hear the light at the end of the tunnel
So I pray for healing in my heart To be put back together what is torn apart And I pray for quiet in my head That I can hear clearly what God says
Then I hear the whisper that this too shall pass I hear the Angels whisper that this too shall pass My ancestors whisper that this day will one day be the past So I walk in faith that this too shall pass
All of sudden I realize That it only hurts worse to fight it So I embrace my shadow And hold on to the morning light
This Too Shall Pass This Too Shall Pass This Too Shall Pass This Too Shall Pass This Too Shall Pass This Too Shall Pass I hear the angels whisper that trouble don't have to last always I hear the angels whisper Even the day after tomorrow will one day be yesterday. I hear my angels whisper. I hear my angels whisper. This too shall pass.
Take A Look In The Mirror (10/17/09) [View | Hide]
Nobody likes you, People Run all over you, You're Ugly, You're a Lame, You're a Fuck up, You have no friends, You don't fit in, You'll never be loved, Nobody cares about you So what are you going to do about it...
Song of the Week 10/12/09 (10/12/09) [View | Hide]
Trey Songz - "Hatin Love"
[Verse 1:] Now I've done had lots of relationships, Aint none of them ever added up to shit, My folks they always told me what you wish, Be careful cause that one thing you could get, So I prayed to the Lord to send me love, Send me something like an angel from up above, But instead I got a chick who played on my heart, She had me feeling good then tore me apart.
[Chorus:] Love aint supposed to feel this way, Love aint supposed to hurt or cause you pain, Love aint supposed to make me cry, But now I'm trying to wipe my eyes. Love aint supposed to feel this way, Love aint supposed to hurt or cause you pain, Love aint supposed to make me cry, But now I'm trying to wipe my eyes.
[Verse 2:] She was like the devil in disguise, Spending time with me and thinking of other guys, And even though I tried my best, I cant describe the way she made me feel, All over a girl, who never gave her all, Never gave me much, when it came to love, I dont know why I spent so much time, On a love that wasn't mine, And the pain is so unkind.
[Chorus]
[Verse 3:] Now it aint even worth my time, Love aint supposed to feel like I'm losing my mind, I once was blind but now I see, The girl was playing games she aint the one for me, I'm trying to told ya, If you find a love, just dont close your eyes, you might go blind, Got to keep it smart, give it all your heart, if you fall to far in love you'll find the hard way.
[Chorus]
He's Just Not That Into You (10/12/09) [View | Hide]
All those hopes and dreams, all those promises, all the laughs. Its funny how reality just kicked in and all the pieces are starting to make sense...
One Text message in the last 2 weeks, +He gives you the "lets just be friends speech" two times + After a year, and saying that he can see us together...he's still hesitate to be with you + When he's drunk you can see the fire in his eyes...but when he sobers up he just dont look at you the same + You comment on his facebook...and he deletes your comment, but he allows other guys to write on it + When you to are tagged in the same picture...he detags himself, but allows pictures with other guys + He constantly lies to you + When you two hang out, he is on the phone with some other guy + He says he needs to get to know you more...but he dont put forth any effort to get to know you + He's to busy to come see you, but not to busy to come see someone else in thats in your town ________________________________________________________________________
= HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU
Song of the Week 10/5/09 part 2 (10/5/09) [View | Hide]
It's fun how people spend their life looking for something or someone, and never realize that what they are looking for is right in front of their face...
Mary J Blige - "The One"
[Intro] Uh huh... (one) Uh...it's another... (one) I am the... (one) Darkchild... (one)
[Mary J Blige's Verse] Them oher girl's you done been with None of them got nothing on me Hating on my style they aint got nothing on me....nothing on me Way I walk, the way I talk, my swagga...look around; every dude wanna have her I ain't saying that I'm the best, but I'm the best, hey baby you need that
[Chorus] Stop looking for it, looking for it, I'm the (one) Stop looking for it, looking for it, I'm the (one) Stop looking for it, looking for it, I'm the (one) Stop looking for it, looking for it, I'm the (one) Stop looking for it, looking for it, I'm the (one) Stop looking for it, looking for it, I'm the (one) (hey I'm that)...Boy don't you know I'm the one, (yea I'm that)...Boy don't you know I'm the one, (yea I'm that)...Boy don't you know I'm the one, (yea I'm her)...Boy don't you know I'm the one, (yea I'm her)...
Let me break it down if you don't get it, quality, I'm custom fitted, imma say it again, dey aint got nothing on me, nothing on me (me) Way I walk, the way I talk, my swagga...boy you know every boss wanna have her I ain't saying that I'm the best, but I'm the best, hey baby you need that
[Chorus] Stop looking for it, looking for it, I'm the (one) Stop looking for it, looking for it, I'm the (one) Stop looking for it, looking for it, I'm the (one) Stop looking for it, looking for it, I'm the (one) Stop looking for it, looking for it, I'm the (one) Stop looking for it, looking for it, I'm the (one) (hey I'm that)...Boy don't you know I'm the one, (yea I'm that)...Boy don't you know I'm the one, (yea I'm that)...Boy don't you know I'm the one, (yea I'm her)...Boy don't you know I'm the one, (yea I'm her)...
[Drake's Verse] Uh Ooh...ok I got these girls quite hype, only thing on right now, like a night light, While my brother Wayne rockin' out like a white stripe, imma kill the game, I'm the young money white night (white night)...Yeah Plus I'm looking for the right type cautious of a flood so I always lay the right pipe West put me on the mart, keep life light plus I go hard for the women that I might wife I put the ring on her index finger so if you wanna keep your girl please don't bring her I bet that I'm the type of guy that she got a thing for, You would block me but this aint jinga Yeah...and she someone I would work with, that's what I could tell from what she's showing on the surface. I aint saying that I'm requesting anyone that's perfect but I just need a woman that'll make it all worth it...
[Chorus 2x]
Knock, knock, knock, knock, knock, Knock, knock, knock, knock, knock, This that knock, knock, knock, knock, knock... This that knock, knock, knock, knock, knock...
I'm the one, one, one, one, one, one, I'm the one, one, one, one, one, one, I'm the one, one, one, one, one, one, I'm the one, one, one, one, one, one,
Song of the Week 10/5/09 part 1 (10/5/09) [View | Hide]
I couldnt pick between this two songs so im a use both lol.
I'ts fun how people spend their life looking for something or someone, and never realize that what they are looking for is right in front of their face... Taylor Swift - "You Belong With Me"
You're on the phone With your girlfriend She's upset She's going off about Something that you said 'cause she doesn't get your humor Like I do
I'm in the room It's a typical Tuesday night I'm listening to the kind of music She doesn't like She'll never know your story Like I do
But she wears short skirts I wear t-shirts She's cheer captain And I'm on the bleachers Dreaming about the day When you wake up and find That what you're looking for Has been here the whole time
If you could see That I'm the one Who understands you Been here all along So why can't you See you belong with me You belong with me.
Walking the streets With you and your worn out jeans I can't help thinking This is how it ought to be Laughing on a park bench Thinking to myself Hey, isn't this easy?
And you've got a smile That could light up this whole town I haven't seen it in awhile Since she brought you down You say you're fine I know you better than that Hey what you doing With a girl like that
She wears high heels I wear sneakers She's cheer captain I'm on the bleachers Dreaming about the day When you wake up and find That what you're looking for Has been here the whole time
If you could see That I'm the one Who understands you Been here all along So why can't you See you belong with me Standing by and Waiting at your backdoor All this time How could you not know Baby You belong with me You belong with me.
[Instrumental]
Oh, I remember You driving to my house In the middle of the night I'm the one who makes you laugh When you know you're about to cry And I know your favorite songs And you tell me about your dreams Think I know where you belong Think I know it's with me
Can't you see That I'm the one Who understands Been here all along So why can't you see? You belong with me.
Have you ever thought Just maybe You belong with me?
Just waking up in the morning gotta thank God I don't know but today seems kinda odd No barking from the dog, no smog And momma cooked a breakfast with no hog I got my grub on, but didn't pig out Finally got a call from a girl wanna dig out Hooked it up for later as I hit the do' Thinking will i live, another twenty-fo' I gotta go cause I got me a drop top And if I hit the switch, I can make the ass drop Had to stop at a red light Looking in my mirror not a jacker in sight And everything is alright I got a beep from Kim and she can fuck all night Called up the homies and I'm askin y'all Which park, are y'all playin basketball? Get me on the court and I'm trouble Last week fuck around and got a triple double Freaking niggaz every way like M.J. I can't believe, today was a good day
Drove to the pad and hit the showers Didn't even get no static from the cowards Cause just yesterday them fools tried to blast me Saw the police and they rolled right past me No flexin, didn't even look in a niggaz direction as I ran the intersection Went to Short Dog's house, they was watchin YO! MTV Raps What's the haps on the craps Shake em up, shake em up, shake em up, shake em Roll em in a circle of niggaz and watch me break em With the seven, seven-eleven, seven-eleven Seven even back do' little Joe I picked up the cash flow Then we played bones, and I'm yellin domino Plus nobody I know got killed in South Central L.A. Today was a good day
Left my niggaz house paid Picked up a girl been tryin to do since the twelfth grade It's ironic, I had the blunt she had the chronic The Lakers beat the Supersonics I felt on the big fat fanny Pulled out the jammy, and killed the punanny And my dick runs deep, so deep, so deep put her ass to sleep Woke her up around one she didn't hesitate, to call Ice Cube the top gun Drove her to the pad and I'm coasting Took another sip of the potion hit the three-wheel motion I was glad everything had worked out Dropped her ass off, then I chirped out Today was like one of those fly dreams Didn't even see a berry flashing those high beams No helicopter looking for a murder Two in the morning got the Fatburger Even saw the lights of the Goodyear Blimp And it read Ice Cube's a pimp Drunk as hell but no throwing up Half way home and my pager still blowing up Today I didn't even have to use my A.K. I got to say it was a good day.
Hey wait, wait a minute poo Stop the shit What the fuck am I thinking about?
Do you know where your heart is? Do you think you can find it? Or did you trade it for something Somewhere better just to have it? Do you know where your love is? Do you think that you lost it? You felt it so strong, but Nothing's turned out how you wanted
Well, bless my soul You're a lonely soul Cause you won't let go Of anything you hold
Well, all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head
Do you know what your fate is? And are you trying to shake it? You're doing your best and Your best look You're praying that you make it
Well, bless my soul You're a lonely soul Cause you won't let go Of anything you hold
Well, all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head
I said I all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head
Do you think you can find it? Do you think you can find it? Do you think you can find it? Better than you had it Do you think you can find it? Do you think you can find it? Do you think you can find it? Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)
I said I all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head
I said I all I need Is the air I breathe And a place to rest My head
Whenever the end is Do you think you can see it? Well, until you get there Go on, go ahead and scream it Just say it
How come you don't make time for me anymore That's the last thing she said to you And now when you call she don't answer anymore Or the line is busy and you can't get through
In the time it would take you to learn from your mistakes In the time it would take to dial the phone In the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone, she's moved on To someone who takes the time
Her love wasn't a priority to you You had other things on your mind And now that it's much to little and so far too late The busy signals all that's left behind You're all alone
In the time it would take you to learn from your mistakes In the time it would take to dial the phone In the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone, she's moved on To someone who takes the time
Hey, no one knows what they have until they don't And by then it doesn't matter anymore You're all alone
In the time it would take you to learn from your mistakes In the time it would take to dial the phone And the time it would take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone (she'll be gone) In the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone, she's moved on Hang up the phone...
End of Summer Review: D.O.A. (Death of Alex) (8/31/09) [View | Hide]
So the summer is now over, and it was a pretty boring summer, but i found out a lot of stuff about myself and my so called friends. Well fist to close some subjects that were left open in the mid summer review: I didnt get to 185LBS grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, i ended my summer workout at 181lbs, but i feel good about my body and think i am going to go for 190 for the school year.
Now the big on my ex lol....well lets just say i dont know what is going on with him. Things got really good in the middle of the summer and then, he just stop talking to me again. And when we text i feel like there is a barrier with him like he is trying to keep his distance or he doesnt want me close like he doesnt like me anymore. Like take for instance i wrote him a message a week ago basially asking him, " do you like me, do you want to work things out" and i have yet to here from him on that subject. At this point he really dont have to answer because his silance have told me enough...im just not that important to him. I bet if his ex asked him a question it would not take a week to get a response I think it is time to move on...
So now for the reason i am writing this...At this time i am going to annouce the D.O.A. no i am not dead, but the little nice weak guy that people always run over is now gone, and he is never coming back. No longer will i let people run my life, no longer will i let you bock me in. No longer am i going to sit here waiting for you to hold me back... There is only Jax now, and this is my life and and JAX is going to have fun with or without you HAHAHAHAHAHAHA now go take your fucking games else where *peace sign up, index finger down*
I get out, I get out of all your boxes I get out, you can't hold me in these chains I'll get out Father free me from this bondage Knowin' my condition Is the reason I must change
[Verse 1] Your stinkin' resolution Is no type of solution Preventin' me from freedom Maintainin' your pollution I won't support your lie no more I won't even try no more If I have to die, oh Lord That's how I choose to live I won't be compromised no more I can't be victimised no more I just don't sympathize no more Cause now I understand You just wanna use me You say "love" then abuse me You never thought you'd loose me But how quickly we forget That nothin' is for certain You thought I'd stay here hurtin' Your guilt trip's just not workin' Repressin' me to death Cause now I'm choosin' life, yo I take the sacrifice, yo If everything must go, then go That's how I choose to live
[Pause]
[Singing rest of Verse 1] That's how I choose to live... Hehehehe, awhh No more compromises I see past your disguises Blindin' through mind control Stealin' my eternal soul Appealin' through material To keep me as your slave
[Singing Chorus] But I get out Oh, I get out of all your boxes I get out Oh, you can't hold me in these chains I'll get out Oh, I want out of social bondage Knowin' my condition Oh, is the reason I must change
[Singing Verse 2] See, what you see is what you get Oh, and you ain't seen nothin' yet Oh, I don't care if you're upset I could care less if you're upset See it don't change the truth And your hurt feeling's no excuse To keep me in this box Psychological locks Repressin' true expression Cementin' this repression Promotin' mass deception So that no one can be healed I don't respect your system I won't protect your system When you talk I don't listen Oh, let my Father's will be done
[Singing Chorus] And just get out Oh, just get out of all these bondage Just get out Oh, you can't hold me in chains Just get out All these traditions killin' freedom Knowin' my condition Is the reason I must change
[Singing Verse 3] I've just accepted what you said Keepin' me among the dead The only way to know Is to walk then learn and grow But faith is not your speed Oh, you've had everyone believed That you're the sole authority Just follow the majority Afraid to face reality The system is a joke Oh, you'd be smart to save your soul Oh, when escape is mind control You spent your life in sacrifice To a system for the dead Oh, are you sure... Where is the passion in this living Are you sure it's God you servin' Obligated to a system Getting less then you're deserving Who made up these schools, I say Who made up these rules, I say Animal conditioning Oh, just to keep us as a slave
[Singing Chorus] Oh, just get out Of this social purgatory Just get out All these traditions are a lie Just get out Superstition killing freedom Knowin' my condition Is the reason I must die Just get out Just get out Just get out Let's get out Let's get out Knowin' my condition Is the reason I must die Just get out
So long, farewell old me. Hello to the new me...the better me
Ciara - I Found Myself
So long Farewell Hello, to the new me The better me
That's right My Life...
[Verse 1:] 21, and I've realized, Everything you want's not meant to be. 21 then you qualify, To stand up to responsibilities. So I tried to prioritize By deciding what I know is best for me.
And then there's always, love that tries to trip you up. You try to catch yourself before you hit the ground. But nothings promised. Friends are there to cheer you up, To give you strength and build you up when you are down. So I set sail emotion
[Chorus:] I say So long, farewell, My life's moving forward. My ship has sailed, And I'm so glad it's over. My heart is well, After all that I've been through I found myself.
[Verse 2:] 22, I hope that I'm, With someone who truly cares for me. If I'm not, I'll be alright, I'll accept the time I know God has for me. One day I'll be the perfect wife. That's my destiny, And I won't be afraid to try though is always....
Love that tries to trip you up But then someone who sweep you off the ground, But nothings promised. I'm not gonna give it up Just because the last one let me down. So I set sail emotion.
[Chorus:] I say So long, farewell, My life's moving forward. My ship has sailed, And I'm so glad it's over. My heart is well, After all that I've been through I found myself.
[Verse 3:] I'm looking out for me, Taking care of my needs. Life isn't guaranteed, It's time to start living. It wont always be the same, Can't be afraid of change. You wanna have your way, Demand till your Satisfied You lower your self esteem, You gotta live your dream. It's all bout confidence, To let them know that you can stand up. You never try, Learn to express you mind. Sometimes you gotta fight, It's your life so don't you give up.
[Chorus:] I say So long, farewell, My life's moving forward. That ship has sailed, And I'm so glad it's over. My heart is well, After all that I've been through I found myself. After all that I've been through I found myself.........
I've been roaming around Always looking down at all I see Painted faces, fill the places I cant reach
You know that I could use somebody You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you, And all you know, And how you speak Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody You know that I could use somebody Someone like you
Off in the night, while you live it up, I'm off to sleep Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat I hope it's gonna make you notice I hope it's gonna make you notice
Someone like me Someone like me Someone like me, somebody
Someone like you, somebody Someone like you, somebody Someone like you, somebody
I've been roaming around, Always looking down at all I see
Sometimes when it comes to relationships i wish i could act like a boy. Like how would you feel constently lied, a played games, and messed with your head...but the more i think about it i'm glad im not like you ( a little boy), im a man and i act like one...so when are you going to grow up?
Ciara - "Like A Boy"
Pull up your pants (Just Like Em') Take out the trash (Just Like Em') getting ya cash like em' Fast like em' Girl you outta act like ya dig (What I'm talkin' bout') Security codes on everything Vibrate so your phone don't ever ring (Joint Account) And another one he don't know about
[Hook] Wish we could switch up the roles And I could be that... Tell you I love you But when you call I never get back Would you ask them questions like me?... Like where you be at? Cause I'm out 4 in the morning On the corner rolling Doing my own thing Oh
[Chorus:] What if I?... Had a thing on the side? Made ya cry? Would the rules change up?... Or would they still apply?... If I played you like a toy?... Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy
[Guy Chopped & Screwed Voice] Can't be getting mad! What You Mad? Can't Handle that! Can't be getting mad! What you mad? Can't handle that!
[Verse: 2] Girl go head and be... (Just Like Em') Go run the streets (Just Like Em') come home late say sleep like em' Creep like em' Front with ya friends Act hard when you're with em' like em' (What) Keep a straight face when ya tell a lie Always keep an air-tight alibi (Keep Him In The Dark) What he don't know won't break his heart
[Hook] Wish we could switch up the roles And I could be that... Tell you I love you But when you call I never get back Would you ask them questions like me?... Like where you be at? Cause I'm out 4 in the morning On the corner rolling Doing my own thing Yea
[Chorus]
[Guy Chopped & Screwed Voice] Can't be getting mad! What You Mad? Can't Handle that! Can't be getting mad! What you mad? Can't handle that! Can't be getting mad! What you mad? Can't handle that! Can't be getting mad! What you mad? Can't handle that!
[Bridge] If I was always gone With the sun getting home (Would Ya Like That?) Told you I was with my crew When I knew it wasn't true (Would Ya Like That?) If I act like you Walk A mile off in yo shoes (Would Ya Like That?) I'm messing with your head again Dose of your own medicine
[Chorus]
[Guy Chopped & Screwed Voice] Can't be getting mad! What You Mad? Can't Handle that! Can't be getting mad! What you mad? Can't handle that! Can't be getting mad! What you mad? Can't handle that! Can't be getting mad! What you mad? Can't handle that!
[Music Plays]
[Outro] If I played you... Would yo like that? Had friends... Would you like that? never call? Would you like that? Hell naw You wouldn't like that No!
[Half-Chorus] What if I made ya cry! Would they still apply! What if I... If I played you like a toy Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy!
I love this song - - - its very motivating and helps me get up in the morning Jill Scott- Gotta Get Up (another day)
I - don't want to - Go to work today - I 'd rather - Stay home - And play - video games- I wanna chill
(music) But I gotta get up I gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta get up (repeat 1x)
Get up I don't want to go to work today I'd rather stay home and play video games I'd rather chill for real I don't know how you feel But sometimes I feel like I'm Workin' for nuthin' tryin' to get sumthin' Every where I turn there's a bill standing out Swim the river climb the hill Complacency you ain't gone get me no no no no
Chorus "Cause I gotta get up I gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta get up I gotta gotta gotta (Got to get up, Got to get up, Got to get up, (Jill: Gotta Gotta get up) Got to get up)
I don't want to go to work today I rather stay home and play video games I rather chill for real I don't know how you feel but sometimes I feel like I'm Workin' for nuthin' tryin' to get sumthin' Every where I turn there's a bill standing out Swim the river climb the hill Complacency you ain't gone get me no no no no
(Chorus) 'Cause I gotta get up I gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta get up Get up I gotta gotta got to gotta gotta gotta get up I gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta get up Get up
I'd rather be in my space I'd rather chill in my place So I can go out and play all day I I'd rather chill at home I'd rather lay alone True, but I got to work I don't wanna go I wanna play today But what can I say Bills to pay I just can't get comfortable doing (doing) nuthin'(nuthin')
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh(Gotta get up, Gotta get up) Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh(I gotta got to got to gotta gotta got to get up, I gotta gotta get up) Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh(Hey I gotta gotta get up, Get up)
Gotta gotta I gotta get up I gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta get up Get up Uhmmm
This song is about being fucked up and coming out of it...
John Mayer - "In Repair"
Too many shadows in my room Too many hours in this midnight Too many corners in my mind So much to do to set my heart right Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready Oh but if i take my heart's advice I should assume it's still unsteady I am in repair, i am in repair
Stood on the corner for a while To wait for the wind to blow down on me Hoping it takes with it my old ways And brings some brand new look upon me Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready Oh but if i take my heart's advice I should assume it's still unsteady I am in repair, i am in repair
And now i'm walking in a park All of the birds they dance below me Maybe when things turn green again It will be good to say you know me
Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready Oh but if i take my heart's advice I should assume it's still unready Oh i'm never really ready, i'm never really ready I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there I'm in repair, i'm not together but i'm getting there
Mid Summer Review: Clearing My Head (7/16/09) [View | Hide]
So this summer is really shaping up to be once to forget. It seems like every time i take a step forward, something happens to putting me two steps behind (if that makes sense). So I had some summer goals at the beginning , but they have all be unsuccefull in some way. Well my car broke down, a broken rod i think, which means that i have to get a new car now...but i have no money...great. Money wouldn't have been an issue if my job didn't suck and they gave me hours. This is definiaty the last summer working this job. My coworkers are awesome, but the management sucks ass (and not in a good way). The car breaking down as also turned me into a little bit of a loner, because i live so far away (according to my friends) from campus nobody wants to take the time to pick me up for a party or if my friends are going to the bar. Its funny how you find out who your real friends are when you need their help with something.
Also on a sad note i will not be going to Atlanta this summer which i had be wanting to do for the longest. Once again i don't have enough money grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Plus with two of my grandmothers sisters dying this summer, not to many people are in good moods, and all my cousin around my age is not going to be in Atlanta this summer because of the resent family events. So it wouldn't be fun for me to go if i am going to be the only person there that is above 10 years old (not including my older cousin who is like 40 lol). But since i am not going to Atlanta my mom decided that we are going to go to Pittsburgh to see my grandfather for his birthday. So my dad, mom, brother and I are take a road trip to Pittsburgh once again. Which is cool, this will be my third time in pittsburgh...and i like it out there. Pittsburgh is becoming a location option for graduate school :)
So in the romance field (since i know everybody wants to know what is going on in my bed room lol)...i'm still single hahaha, i shouldn't be laughing because thats not funny, but oh well lol. But one a good note i have taken steps to moving on. I have went on a couple dates with a couple different people. No sparks though, they were good people but i just don't think they are what i am looking for. One i would say just don't have enough spice, and the other is mostly a loner someone that i would have to always chose where the hang out with him or to hang out with my friends. I don't want to have to make that decision right now, because in the past i would pick him, but that has got me nothing be heart broken and lost friends...so if i have to make that decision now i would pick my friends in a heart beat. And then there is my ex...well i don't want to go on forever with this subject but yeah nothing has gotten better between us. I mean he sends me texts ever now and then and we've talked on the phone...but its the same story, he like me and wants to be with me, but his ex is still number one in his life. And everybody that knows me know that i don't like to be in second place in anything. I still like the guy but until he decides that i am number one in his heart, i'm going to have to start looking else where for love...i do miss him dearly thou...
Next opticales to master for the summer would be: Pittsburgh, GRE, Getting a Car, Getting to 185Lbs (only 6lbs away...oh yeah!!!!), and Figuring out why i have a hole in my eye and how they are going to fix it...and yes i said i have a hole in my eye lol
I want a Sunday kind of love A love to last past Saturday night And I?d like to know it?s more than love at first sight And I want a Sunday kind of love Oh yea yea
I want a a love that?s on the square Can?t seem to find somebody Someone to care And I?m on a lonely road that leads to no where I need a Sunday kind of love
I do my Sunday dreaming, Oh yea And all my Sunday scheming Every minute, every hour, every day
Oh I?m hoping to discover A certain kind of lover Who will show me the way
And my arms need someone Someone to enfold To keep me warm when Mondays and Tuesdays grow cold Love for all my life to have and to hold Oh and I want a Sunday kind of love Oh yea yea yea
I don?t want a Monday, Tuesday, or Wednesday, or Thursday, Friday or Saturday Oh nothing but Sunday oh yea I want a Sunday Sunday I want a Sunday kind of love Oh yea Sunday, Sunday, Sunday kind of loooove
I got a pocket, got a pocket full of sunshine I've got a love and I know that it's all mine oh.oh,oh Do what you want, but you're never gonna break me, sticks and stones are never gonna shake me oh,oh,oh
[Chorus] Take me away (take me away) A secret place (a secret place) A sweet escape (a sweet escape) Take me away (take me away) Take me away (take me away To better days (to better days) Take me away (take me away) A hiding place (a hiding place)
[Interlude]
I got pocket, Got a pocket full of sunshine I've got a love and I know that it's all mine oh,oh,oh
Wish that you could, but you ain't gonna own me do anything you can to control me oh,oh,oh
[Chorus]
[Hook] There's a place that I go That nobody knows Where the rivers flow And I call it home And there's no more lies And the darkness is light And nobody cries there's only butterflies
[Chorus 2x]
[Chorus & Interlude]
The sun is on my side Take me for a ride I smile up to the sky I know I'll be alright
The sun is on my side Take me for a ride I smile up to the sky I know I'll be alright
it was hard picking a Michael Jackson song because i like so may of them lol
Michael Jackson - "Dirty Diana"
Oh No . . . Oh No . . . Oh No . . .
You'll Never Make Me Stay So Take Your Weight Off Of Me I Know Your Every Move So Won't You Just Let Me Be I've Been Here Times Before But I Was Too Blind To See That You Seduce Every Man This Time You Won't Seduce Me
She's Saying That's Ok Hey Baby Do What You Please I Have The Stuff That You Want I Am The Thing That You Need She Looked Me Deep In The Eyes She's Touchin' Me So To Start She Says There's No Turnin' Back She Trapped Me In Her Heart
Dirty Diana, Nah Dirty Diana, Nah Dirty Diana, No Dirty Diana Let Me Be!
Oh No . . . Oh No . . . Oh No . . .
She Likes The Boys In The Band She Knows When They Come To Town Every Musician's Fan After The Curtain Comes Down She Waits At Backstage Doors For Those Who Have Prestige Who Promise Fortune And Fame, A Life That's So Carefree She's Saying That's Ok Hey Baby Do What You Want I'll Be Your Night Lovin' Thing I'll Be The Freak You Can Taunt And I Don't Care What You Say I Want To Go Too Far I'll Be Your Everything If You Make Me A Star
Dirty Diana, Nah Dirty Diana, Nah Dirty Diana, No Dirty Diana . . . Dirty Diana, Nah Dirty Diana, Nah Dirty Diana, No Dirty Diana . . . Diana! Diana! Dirty Diana! It's Dia . . .Aa . . .Aa . . . Come On!
She Said I Have To Go Home 'Cause I'm Real Tired You See But I Hate Sleepin' Alone Why Don't You Come With Me I Said My Baby's At Home She's Probably Worried Tonight I Didn't Call On The Phone To Say That I'm Alright
Diana Walked Up To Me, She Said I'm All Yours Tonight At That I Ran To The Phone Sayin' Baby I'm Alright I Said But Unlock The Door, Because I Forgot The Key, She Said He's Not Coming Back Because He's Sleeping With Me
Dirty Diana, Nah Dirty Diana, Nah Dirty Diana, Nah Dirty Diana, No Dirty Diana, Nah Dirty Diana, Nah Dirty Diana, Nah Dirty Diana . . . Come On! Come On! Come On! Come On!...
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad Why's it feel so good? When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad Why's it feel so good?
I loved real, real hard once But the love wasn't returned Found out the man I'd die for He wasn't even concerned I tried, and I tried, and I tried To keep him in my life I cried, and I cried, and I cried But I couldn't make it right But I, I loved the young man And if you've ever been in love, Then you'd understand
What you want might make you cry What you need might pass you by If you don't catch it, If you don't catch it, And what you need ironically Will turn out what you want to be If you just let it, If you just let it
See, I thought this feeling It was all that I had But how could this be love And make me feel so bad? Gave up my power, I existed for you But whoever knew the voodoo you'd do? But I, I loved the young man And if you've ever been in love you'd understand What you want might make you cry What you need might pass you by If you don't catch it And what you need ironically Will turn out what you want to be If you just let it, What you want might make you cry What you need might pass you by If you don't catch it And what you need ironically Will turn out what you want to be If you just let it, If you just let it
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad Why's it feel so good? When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad Why's it feel so good? When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
Yeah, the only thing I find funny about my bro coming back is that when he processes out of the military in January, he's thinking of going back to Afghanistan to work as civilian, but the plus is he'll get paid $200,000 untaxed.
I think it is time to move on...
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