read. write. not read. watch. walk. photograph. listen. concerts. music. nature. camp. travel. imagination. endless stupor. eat. sex. alternative mentalities. art. family. friends. decomposition. black matter. beets. kava kava. polaroids. film. fuck it.
Music I Like:
buffy sainte-marie. sleater-kinney. the gossip. le tigre. john lennon. stephen malkmus. yoko ono. pavement. patti smith. bratmobile. nina simone. cat power. the pink mountaintops. neko case. glass candy. la roux. m.i.a. why? mary timony. the constantines. quasi. the builders & the butchers. pulp.... ....... ..... ...
Films I Like:
total eclipse. ))((. hedwig& the angry inch. mulholland dr. the piano teacher. best little whorehouse in texas. citizen ruth. pedro almodovar. ghost world.
Literature I Like:
zami. siddhartha. the stranger. empire of the senseless. bastard out of carolina. ishmael. giovanni's room. the world is round. tonto and the loneranger fistfight in heaven.
"There are moments when I forget the abjection to which I have fallen; he will make me strong, we will travel, hunt in deserts, we will sleep on the pavements of unknown cities, uncared for and without a care. Or else I shall awake, and the laws and customs will have changed...."
so here goes
and here goes nothing:
i enjoy the oxygen and seeing the fog lazy over Portland.
and if i could, i'd be Mt. Hood.
the other days of my life will not be spent in the same way.
creating beauty is worthwhile yet wears you down below a penny.
you were meant for more and it does not show.
you were meant for snow on winter days.
this life is defeating. i often find myself cheating.
we was meant for more - floating among the astral plane.
at sea-level, body aching, progress as a process
progress is about you and it is now and present.
and i was and i is and i no and i yes
How pleasant you are experiencing that loving feeling for Buffy Sainte Marie all over again because it is a special feeling indeed ... Illuminations is indeed a masterpiece from beginning to end and when "Poppies" comes it simply leaves me very weak .... so haunting and beautiful My moving will be early next year, if you are around we should indeed socialize ...
thats it. that class is a waste of time dude, as is pnca in general. im not about to spend 20 thousand dollars a year to be around a shit ton of art snobs.
but seriously, the professor didnt even know how to exit programs properly.